Unconscious drawing while watching historical documentaries.
Jo StaffOriginThe Bo (staff) is an Okinawan (Japan) martial arts weapon. This staff is a long wooden weapon traditionally made of oak and roughly 6 feet in length. In contrast, the shorter Jo is approximately 4 feet in length. Many martial arts train with wooden staffs (i.e. Bo and Jo) including Aikido, Bojutsu, Kung Fu,… Continue reading Magical Weapon: Squire Aether
http://orderofpaladins.com/ I am Aether, the ebb and flow. I am sunlight dappling through green and limb. I am the deep loam, the soft footfall, the ripple of grass and fen. I am the song of ice, tink, of leaf, drip, of fire, crack. I am Truth’s Lightbeam and Moonbeam. I am idea, word, action. I… Continue reading I Am: Squire Aether
http://orderofpaladins.com/ ‘Scout’ I contrived an energetic helper from my Shadow Energy, the lessons learned via trauma and life. Scout looks like a formed shadow with wispy hair, who carries a dandelion flower in their hands. Scout is a version of me, healed trauma housing memories that I bring forward in social circumstances and in moments… Continue reading Deity Creation: Squire Aether
http://orderofpaladins.com/ Self-Discipline I have been utilizing Scout (created deity) to assist with this lesson. My childhood abuse created a warped sense of selfishness in my psyche that has thwarted conceptualizing Self-Discipline. Much abuse was provided in my childhood that punished truthful action and words, standing up for myself, and healthy self care as laziness and… Continue reading May Precept: Squire Aether
http://orderofpaladins.com/ Self True Humility via Effective Altruism, utilizing Self-Discipline of Truth Purpose in Service.True Self-Care and determination to action based upon my own needs and goals, not the wants and desires of others for me in my life.Truth of myself in regard to myself. Live it. Kith & Kin Model and be true in the… Continue reading Service Goals: Squire Aether
http://orderofpaladins.com/ Warrior is . . .A Warrior is not vainglorious without depth nor individualism, for thee walks into truth, of self, of life, conscious that battle is daring greatly against limited ideology. Humble, curious, honorable, you, as Warrior, are virtue in action. Prepare to WorkVaried paths we walk in battles we choose, honoring collective action.… Continue reading The Armoring: Squire Aether
Of magic, it gently chirped, buted my brow in days where tears fell frequent. A teeny chirp, a pat, an inquiring keen flicked my ear, touched my shoulder, fuzzed my eyes, and I - stubborn ignoramus - boldly declared, "I'm mad!" Yet, the kind madness was a subtle, sincere touch in a world - stubborn… Continue reading Me, of Lightweaver